alone

Sem 2 really not a good semester for me .  many things happen in this semester , and all the things aren't somethings good . .  they are all TROUBLES . .  troubles are all around me .  I hate troubles

when you are not in a good mood , everything seems like not smooth . .
friends bring problems to me ,  hostel brings problems to me , studies bring problems to me
everything is bringing problems to me . . .  why ?  did i done something wrong ? ?

I am really fed up with this situation . .  please ,  let me off . . . I am really tired .  and now the worst things is , I can't really find a friend to talk to . . . traps are all around
why there are so difficult to own a true friend and we can always together

fine
i had give up .  it is nice to be alone sometimes  and I used to be alone
I am such a independent girl nowadays . . .  I walk to class alone .  I having my lunch alone at cafeteria , sometimes I just skip my lunch and back to hostel .  I sitting alone in class , and I used to be ignore and sightless by the so call " CLASSMATES / COURSE MATES " . . . 
well . . . when the same things happen everyday ,  there are no more feelings towards the things . and I dun even care it anymore . . .  I believe that I can done all my stuffs without others' help . . .

a smile is always on my face , even though it is a fake smile but at least it told others that " I'm alright " . .