Birthday post.

I have not much to say , but THANK YOU!

to my friends and family. 

thanks for the birthday cakes, thanks for the celebration,

thanks for the private dinner (you know who you are) ,

thanks for the birthday presents 

I'm still waiting for the best birthday gift

the 19th birthday wish

故事 ，说给自己听。

只能说 时间过得真的很快。一路走来的风景 都只是在走马看花，没有好好的欣赏过。

我的生活 像一烈火车 ，每个站 都有人上车 也有人下车 ，最后一站下车的乘客 就只有小猫两三只。 朋友就像火车上的搭客 ，每天都会遇见不同的人 ，如果有缘 也许可以交个新朋友。同时 ，有些朋友渐渐的疏远了 ， 甚至 走出了我的生活圈子。没有什么理由 ，可他们就是离开了。 不知道是我把朋友看得太重 ，还是我太执著 。还是 ，我依然放不下当年的事情。

我发现 ，有些东西你越是想得到 、 越是想守护着 ，越是容易失去。 友情是个很好的例子 。 我一直在很努力、很小心的经营每一份友情 ，可是在我努力的当儿 我发现很多时候我这样做很多余。原来不是每个我对他们好的人 都珍惜我对他的好。 不是每个我很珍惜的朋友 都在珍惜着我。或许我还没学会把事情看得开一些。

有些东西越是看得重 越是把自己伤得更深。

Those weekend

I had a very happy and blissful weekend with the Chan's family.

Finally we got a reunion after 2 years since my youngest auntie and her family had migrated to Vancouver, Canada. They are backed and I had spent my weekend with them straight after backed from Ipoh. 

Awesome weekend with awesome people. A weekend full of laughter and yummy food. 

Dessert of the week. Hui Lau Shan @ The Gardens Mall. Mango, my favourite. Hui Lau Shan is a very nice place to have mango desserts. There are so many varieties of desserts. The very first time I having this with the cousins. Kay, it feels great. I like it. Family love. A moment full of  love. We are like family, like siblings, like friends...

Dessert makes people happy. Sometimes , it is just so true. 

I'm not a swimmer , but I like the feeling when my whole body is immerse in the pool. I smell freedom.

Had a night swim with the cousins is so fun. The very first time I swim ,oh is "play water" at the pool in the late night. The pool water was cold, need some times to get along with the icy water. We have fun at the pool. Running in the pool is not an easy job, you will get fall easily, and you will feed by pool water. Chasing after in the pool is seriously so fun. Miss the moment so damn much. 

Night Swim @ The Boulevard Hotel

The weekend. Happy Weekend.

Days to remember.

Short-Spontaneous Trip to Penang

正如我所愿  我到槟城啦！
槟城真的很漂亮 。
有高楼的城市很漂亮 。 有海的城市更漂亮 。

我好像对这个城市着迷了 。 它有吉隆坡的繁荣 ，到处可见高楼大厦 ，只可惜 它没有 flyover。而且 ，和吉隆坡一样的塞车 。在槟城有很多美食 。尤其是 asam laksa 和淡汶饼 。Asam laksa 这次没有吃到 ，因为时间的关系 加上塞车 。下次吧，下次我一定去吃。 淡汶饼倒是买了很多盒。 馨香饼家的淡汶饼最好吃 ，可是送了给亲戚就剩下无几了 。

Penang, Malaysia. 

槟威大桥我终于走过了！ 真的很壮观 ，很美 。槟威大桥的图片我看得多 ，亲眼近距离看还是第一次 。亲眼看到的感觉真的很不一样。 如果吉隆坡也有一座那么漂亮的桥让我天天看 那该多好。 人就是那么矛盾 ，其实我应该庆幸自己是个吉隆坡人 ，有多少人没有机会看见全世界第四高的建筑物 - 吉隆坡国油双峰塔 。我却看到不想看 ，看到腻了。有多少人没有机会到世界上其中一个最著名的购物天堂 - 吉隆坡黄金三角 逛街 ，我却把那里当成了我的第三个家。 

吉隆坡是个没有海的城市 ，所以我很喜欢靠海的城市 。 

我是个矛盾的小孩。

吉隆坡有一家似火车的餐厅 - Victoria Station 。槟城有一家似船 ，而且在海边的餐厅 - The Ship 。餐厅的布置都很漂亮 ，真的很有在船上用餐的感觉。 而且服务员的服务态度也很不错。不过价钱就好像贵了一点点。 不过没关系啦 ，食物也满好吃的，而且 老爸付钱嘛。哈哈哈！ 我的Grill Salmon 真的不错好好吃，不过啊 我还是觉得上次在 Ben's 吃的Salmon set 比较好吃 ，比较特别。 

Teluk Bahang , Penang.

很久没有到海边去走走了。 记得小时候 ，老爸常常带我们去Port Dickson 。 以前的Port Dickson 和现在的Port Dickson 不一样了。 以前 ，那里的海滩很美 ， 海水清澈。 现在的Port Dickson 已经变了 ，变得一点也不像海边，比较像垃圾堆。 我严重觉得马来西亚公民很不道德，垃圾都到处乱丢。太没公德心了！
第一次到Teluk Bahang ， 这里的感觉 还满不错的。 不过因为这次是一个突发的road trip ，所以没有得去海滩玩玩 ，只可以拍照留个纪念。 听着海浪声 ，海风迎面而来 ，发丝微微的飘动，脑海里好像突然之间浮出了很多的感触。突然念起 ，我们曾经有过的一个约定。说好一起去旅行 ，到海边去 。 我们说好要将不开心的事情写在沙滩上 ，让海浪将它卷入大海的怀抱里 ，将一切不开心的都带走。当时我们很兴奋的在讨论要到哪一个海滩去，还一起计划要存多少的钱，等等的。 不过现在看来 ，记得这个约定的，应该只剩我。

Gurney Drive , Penang.

和家人到槟城玩了大半天 ， 真的很开心。原来，我已经很久没有和家人去旅行了。好像在我上了中学以后 ，我们一家人就没有好好的去旅行了。 爸爸很忙 ，妈妈也很忙 ，每次都会因为要工作所以没有时间 ，真希望他们可以不要那么忙 。我真的好想和其他同学一样 ，每个假期都到不同的地方去度假。真的很羡慕。不要怪我那么爱到处跑 ，也许那是一种祢补心里上的空缺的方式。
从怡保开车到槟城只需要2个小时 ，比从吉隆坡去近了很多。 下次可以考虑很朋友一起去槟城 ，顺便在怡保逗留一天 。

Sem Break oh Sem Break~

My holiday is seriously very bored. I have nothing to do at home.

I stay at home alone and facing the wall all day long. 

No drama for me to watch and no one accompany me to watch movies.

Finally , there are some changes on the second week of my sem break.

 Saturday , we had a birthday dinner. Grandpa's birthday.

Happy Birthday grandpa!

can't meet my cousin sis , she is working.

It has been a long time a din met her. A bit miss her , hahaha!
Red red on the day 

The Conjuring , a very nice horror movie.  The storyline of the movie is awesome.
A horror movie based on a true story. The best horror movie I had ever seen.
happy movie day with Sis. happy shopping day with sis.

Outfit of the day. Super love my blue shorts.
kay.... I'm getting fatter and fatter , but I still enjoying those yummy food
My diet plan is forever a plan .

The day before Raya. Novels shopping day at book fest.

To be honest , I love reading novels instead of watching drama.
but most of them thought that I'm kidding when I told them I love novels.
kay..... I know I dun have those ' book worms ' look . .
but it is true , I love and enjoy reading novels.
I'm able to spend my whole day at the cafe and reading novels.
I'm so willing to scarify my sleeping time just to complete the novels.
The world in the novels are always complete. There always a happy ending. 

Yummy food keep me a tummy. 

I always told myself not to eat so much and I should carry out my diet plan.

A plan is always a plan. 

Diet plan is forever a task to be carry out on tomorrow. 

tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow. 

me, myself also dunnoe when will be the 'tomorrow' that I had mention for thousands times.

Bored Holiday

my holiday is bored.  It is not as good as what i think.
all my holiday plans are gone. friends have their own trip , family are all busy. I am the only one who is very free.  I dunnoe why I am so free. I just have nothing to do. I went to Starbucks almost everyday because I hate to stay at home alone. Besides Starbucks, I cant found other cafe that allow me to sit there for hours and I only order one cup of coffee and have good WIFI connection. I really like to spend my time at Starbucks especially when I am alone.
Starbucks is a nice place for watching drama , a nice place for writing dairy and blogging , a nice place for reading novels , a nice place to emo.

all I wish to have is a trip. a very very short trip will do. 

I want to keep my mind relax and kick away all the moody stuffs.