Tired Monday

First, sad to say that NO ONE is willing to be in the same group

with me while doing the English assignment. 

can anyone tell me what is going on? is it my problem?

not i wanna to praise myself, i really treat you guys good. 

but in the end, what kind of return I get back from you guys?

you guys form your own group WITHOUT noticing me.

and the most excessive thing is, i am just sitting BESIDE you.

am i invisible? am i colourless? am i feeling-less?

  

come on! if i really did something that make you guys so uncomfortable,

just tell me. i am so open-minded, i will accept it and try to change it.

don't just keep it in your heart and telling the others and so on....

i feel that there is something happen but i dunnoe what had happened.

 poor me~ =(

why should i do something stupid to you guys everyday?

why should i act like a idiot to let you guys laugh at?

why should i say YES to you guys every time when you all request something?

i am not a clown and i am not your maid

it is not a MUST for me to do this stupid things.

i am so tired, you guys make me tired.

don't expect me to treat you guys good as before. 

i will totally change me attitude towards you guys.

it is so unfair for me to do everything just to maintain a friendship between us.

you guys didn't appreciate what i had done, it is no worth and tiring.

do come and ask me why i change my attitude and  so on...

the answer is always the same... because of you

don't try to say sorry or whatever, it is useless

it doesn't make sense. just let it be and let go 

something happy to share.

there will be an event - Pink Affair at INTI.

and there will be a fashion show in Pink this Wednesday.

i am one of the model that going to catwalk on the stage the Wednesday.

OMG! i really dunnoe why i promised my friend that i will be her model

and the most i can't believe is, this Wednesday i going to wear 

a high High-heels and walk like a professional model on the stage

if, i fall down on the stage that day, i think i go and die better.

the modelling training is really tiring.

now only i realized, to being a professional model is not an easy job.

what's will going on this Wednesday? 

i am not dare to imaging.

 

modelling training is really tiring

Good Luck to me.